It's funny, I was sitting here this morning putting some of my admin schtuff into my computer/spreadsheets and I was looking at the date of the month as if I was looking at it for the first time in weeks.
February 19th, 2015
No no no...it can't be almost the end of February already! I was supposed to accomplish so much during the quiet of winter when I was not traveling so much.
Instead, most of the winter has been super busy which is a good thing but it's also been a time when I have been seriously in need of rest and just haven't been getting it the way I should. I've been working in overdrive trying to make up for some business I no longer would be able to count on , and another opportunity I was no longer going to be a part of..and for the most part I pretty much made up for most of the lost income in a matter of 2 months which is a good thing..very good thing.
It means I can breathe easier. It also means that while I was busy filling in the gaps, I also steered off course from what I intended to do with this down time and now I'm trying to figure out how to seriously catch up so I don't miss out on some other things I wanted to do this winter.
Can ever one catch up when life changes on you? Or do you just pick up the pieces and follow the new course and set aside those old plans because maybe they weren't meant to be for you, right here, right now?
It's a vicious cycle trying to play catch up all the time.
It doesn't make you feel good about yourself.
I don't like feeling scattered or not being able to follow through on some things I promised to myself.
Change comes in many shapes and forms.
It can be in the form of surroundings, job, friends, love, even skill sets can change. You can do a better job at what you do or you can turn a 180 mix things up altogether. hmmm.
Embracing change without letting it overwhelm you is the key I believe. I just don't have an answer on how to do that day in and day out. Most of the time, the way I deal with change is to escape in my studio to work out the details on the canvas while I paint my life in my head. if that makes sense.
How do you come to terms with change?
How do you cope with changing courses in your career or personal life?
How do you get the rest you need when life is buzzing around you pulling you in different directions?
Nothing prolific today...just artsy and personal musings on the table while I drink yet another cup of coffee:) and
think write out loud.
Stop by the shop and see what's new this week!